That's such an awful feeling. To grow attached to someone and have them turn their back on you. Part of the reason I gave up on relationships a long time ago.

This guy was bad news anyway. What bothers me the most is that so many of my friends turned their backs on me for liking him, and haven't come back. Even more people I have lost along the way.

I'm going to a concert this coming friday. I still have a thousands things to do between now and then, but I'm just going to keep my eye on that and try and make it through. It's definitely not going to be easy.